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Dear Ground Crew:
Blessings to all of you. It has been a while since I have written. You will understand after you read this follow-up to my last update.
I have been through a great shift having to do with my work and my flow. On February 29 I watched my favorite author, Gary Zukov, (“The Seat of the Soul”) on the Oprah Winfrey television show. The show was about the meaning of life. I heard Oprah tell the audience that when she was first starting her career many people tried to discourage her. She said she ignored all of them and just believed in herself. She now has one of the most successful television shows in history, is one of the wealthiest, most influential women in the industry.
I remembered believing in yourself is a key indicator to success. Successful people believe in themselves. “Why don’t I always believe in myself?” I asked.
Then I looked at Gary and Oprah and saw them as great Lightworkers helping to heal the planet. Their energy is so different from what you normally see on television. I love them both so much. I realized that I too am here to assist in healing the planet. I have nothing holding me back but to believe in myself and to trust God (my God Self) to provide. I saw how I had been afraid to take a risk after a few years of unabashed risk-taking in my work.
I made a choice to open up to doing my healing, energy work, in new and greater ways. From that point on, I have had many new clients, referrals, friends of friends, opportunities to work with groups for healing, etc. The phone has been ringing much to my delight and my heart is fulfilled and feeling such joy at finally doing what I came here to do.
I know there is more to this story but I am having so many miracles and much more flow since I made this shift. If I can do it so can you. I look at God as my source and feel a part of this flow of creation at all times. It is a wondrous shift and I have been waiting for it for a long time.
Believe in yourself. Trust. Work with the Light. Keep your heart open to where you can serve. Merge with the Earth. Breathe in her energies deeply into your heart. Know you are one with her and all of life. Bring in love and let go of fear. Know you are a Master and it is time for your gifts to come forward.
When I was working with a client the other day, I felt the presence of Saint Germain. He is Light and funny when I feel him and he said something that I have repeated often since then. “Light makes right.” Do you remember the old paradigm of “Might makes right.”? The old is about power over others and power in numbers. The new is simply the power of the Light to heal anything if it is for the highest good of that person, and to heal the planet.
One repeat client told me after her first session with me (She is very 3D running a successful business of her own.), she had not felt so high since she was high on drugs in college. She got high on the Light!
“I destroyed the golden egg – but I didn’t destroy the hen that laid it.”
A Message About Money From a Ground Crew Member in Denmark
Hello Valerie
March 3rd, 2000
Presentation:
From time to time I brought copies of your writings to my friends, as we all are going through exactly the same process as the rest of you out there. Your Web homepage has been very comforting and inspiring to us all. ”All” are 3 artists – women, age 50-72 and me. I’m the only one with an ”ordinary” job and thus access to a computer.
However – I want to tell you an experience I had concerning ”money”!
A year ago I started to get so BORED of having just – just enough to pay my bills and survive – all the rest ’good’ things in life were for ’others’ – not for me. So now I started seriously to work with my own attitude! Instead of crawling along – feeling inferior – I took on the attitude of a millionaire. Thinking – (or more important FEELING) – like one. ’OH the money is there – I can use it any time I wish – I just have to grab it – I deserve it – I really have learned the experience of being poor now – so I don’t have to go through that any longer. I started to talk to the trees in the forest – feeling one in Spirit with everything around me, there was no separation – if I DID NOT MAKE IT. I was the one separating myself from spirit and all good things. Besides all the Masters I had been following – WHO was the REAL MASTER of my destiny and myself??? I WAS – I AM!!! – With my attitude, my imagination, my ability to create with expectations of good or bad …. Every experience I had had in my life, had been of my OWN making ….! Realizing it and not just ”thinking” it made a huge difference I felt MASTER of my own life. God was in me – with all its creation and love – I was a ”piece of God”, so I had the same talents, I just had to use them.
Firstly - I had to give spirit a ”chance” to come in and manifest what I wanted – so I started to play in the lottery from time to time. Also I started to visualize how by now I had bought myself access to a huge hall of gambling money, I was part in it, I had paid and had the right to enter and I intended to WIN.
Secondly - I visualized a light being with sort of a vacuum cleaner starting to suck money up into sort of a Light tunnel from this huge Gambling hall, the Light tunnel leading directly to my home, and spitting it all out into my living room. During this period an inner voice started to whisper – ”you will become very very rich… very very soon” – ”you are going to receive a charming little present, which completely will change your life” ” Congratulations – you have deserved it – we love you!!
THEN – one day during lunch hour - I bought one of these little lottery-coupons, on which you can scrape sort of film away. If underneath the film you find 3 little bags you have won 10.000 D.kr. tax-free for the next 10 years!! …..I found 3 little bags !!!….. I
Finding this ”treasure” this possibility of changing my lifestyle – I PANICKED - ”This cannot be true – I’m making it all up – this is the DEVIL tempting me like Jesus was tempted on the mountain by Satan, saying if you give me your soul, I will give you the whole world – this is black magic – it’s dangerous – besides – for what purpose should I live…. If I didn’t have the role of being poor any longer, then there are no more excuses for not travelling, not participating in parties and other ”unpleasant” things which I really do not like to attend ….. and so on …. And SUDDENLY - without hesitation I tore it UP – destroyed it – saying – ”This didn’t happen, I didn’t see it, its dangerous” – I dumped it into the arbage-can – and decided to forget the whole thing – ”THIS wasn’t for ME”!! Besides and important - I got scared out of my wits by my OWN power to CREATE – and manifest. I got scared of this proof and manifestation of MYSELF!! (Like a monkey being scared of seeing its own picture in a mirror)??
That same evening I fell completely apart and wept, I was in despair – now realizing what I had done – in panic – there was nothing I could change now, if only I had waited a little, reflecting – BUT…. DONE was DONE – OVER – FINISH – I had been the biggest fool ever – I couldn’t believe what I had done – WHAT a LESSON concerning myself and my state of consciousness.
Deeply hidden inside me I now realized was a FEAR of money. This fear simply had controlled me all my life, lots and lots of opportunities I simply had let pass by – out of fear of being ”visible”! I simply wanted to be one with the wallpaper, I had never really used my talents (of which I had several) – because that would make me ”visible” to other people.
I’ve been through several incarnations where I have been extremely wealthy – and powerful in society. Every time it ended up with me and my family being killed – burned, guillotined, shot ….. due to money, wealth and fame. Friends were ’false friends’, intrigues were pestering my life, envy from other people, so in THIS incarnation I simply wanted NOT to be SEEN – therefore the job as a common humble little secretary in the background was PERFECT! Living in a rented common apartment PERFECT! Clothes in grey, white or black – PERFECT – NO ONE will see me - ”I AM NOT HERE” – I AM a just a Grey SHADOW!! Whenever I have been painting a picture, I turn it against the wall – or destroy it – NO ONE is supposed to see it – or ME – its dangerous!
In all my years as a spiritual student, practicing meditation, studying holy scriptures, books, with all the spiritual THEORIES, never before this incident with the lottery and winning episode had I realized what kept me back from using my talents, and feeling I had the right to the good things in life . Winning the money itself wasn’t the miracle, it was the experience and the insight of how little love and respect I had for myself , my fear of other people, condemnation and persecution.
Maybe others out there have similar problems keeping them back from receiving the gifts of spirit?? Try asking yourself WHY you want to be poor ??? No one has to ask anyone for MONEY – we can make our “own” – unless we as Souls have decided to go through the experience of not having any, which again is another explanation for being without.
I wanted to share this little story with you Valerie – and if you feel like it – you are welcome to share it with others. It WORKED for ME – it may work for others!
The experience also gave me a warning concerning manifestation…. We often forget, that as we can manifest the good things, the same goes for all the ’ bad’ things.. how important then NEVER to think or feel a negative thought about anyone or yourself – and if we are not able to LOVE for some reason – at least we can try to be neutral.
All are of Spirit, all are ONE!
Message from Djwal Kuhl on March 23, 2000
Through Valerie Donner
Greetings beloveds. I am Djwal Kuhl. In the time since we last spoke you have all been quite busy. You are working on many levels now as you continue with the accelerated energies that are taking you back to the Light, back home.
How many times do you ask yourself what you are doing here and how much longer will it take for you to get to your desired destination? How often do you get impatient and discouraged only to discover something new and wonderful about yourself or your spiritual journey?
Never have there be so many new revelations coming to you at once. You are beginning to remember, beloveds, who you are and why you came here. You are retrieving your gifts and remembering what it is like to live in the Light. Do not forget for a moment how important all of you Lightworkers are to this process. Praise yourself. Be grateful for your wondrous bodies that house your soul of Light. Step into the pathway of your divinity as you release more and more of your old limiting beliefs. Purge yourselves of what no longer brings you joy and happiness, for the pathway home is one of reconnecting to the joy of the Light.
This is a process and you are fully absorbed in it at this time. Can you see the Light particles that are so alive all around you? Can you feel the Masters and Angels around you? Can you feel the love that twinkles to you from the stars at night? Can you see the plant, mineral and animal kingdoms all awakening and becoming more alive? Can you feel yourselves becoming consciously able to communicate with all of these other dimensions with greater ease?
Yes, this is happening now because you are returning to the state of unity, of oneness with all of life. The days of separation from God are coming to an end. We tell you this now because it is truth and we know that as Lightworkers you are feeling it. Where there is separation there is the soul ’s calling for unification. Separation is painful to the heart and it is more noticeable to all of you as your hearts call for this return to wholeness and re-connection with your divinity.
That which is not of the Light stands out like a leopard with stripes. It is almost as if you are hit with molten lava in your heart as all of life is finding its way home.
Little children are born in this world and remember their state of oneness. They come in joy looking around for their heavenly remembrances. Watch the children. See their glowing faces of Light as they also lead the way back home. They remember much more of who they are and why they came here. Pay attention to them. If you are parents of these children listen to them carefully for in many ways they are your teachers.
Feel the truth of their words and remembrance. Nurture them. Let them tell you what they know. They are your future leaders as you have been the wayshowers, the pioneers. They are here now to assist greatly in recreating your beloved Earth.
Keep your heart open to the beauty that is unfolding in front of your eyes. See and feel yourselves mutating in front of the mirror. Bless those who present the mirrors that you need in order to grow and to shed the past. Drink in as much of the Light that you can every day. Let every cell in your body, down to the subatomic protons, neutrons and electrons, draw upon the Light and the energies of the Earth. Dance with the Light of Heaven and Earth. Let the Light particles heal you, renew and re-program you for the work that is about to be done.
Soon there will not be enough Lightworkers to go around. Your services are needed and if you look around you will see that new opportunities to use your gifts and talents are being presented to you every day. Glory be, beloveds, you are ascending! You are becoming the Gods that you once were when you first walked the lands of this Earth.
So much has happened over time but now your Earth is returning to you and you to her. The joy of this reunion is powerful. It will more than fulfill your greatest expectations—it will exceed them. As the truth of who you are and what you came here to do emerges from the veil of forgetfulness you will expand into your greater self and will be unstoppable on the pathway of Light.
We as the Masters who work with you on the other side are now as close as your breath. Call upon us. Feel our different energies, various presences. This channel feels me deeply in her heart for she is merged with me. You can breathe in my energies too and feel me within working with you. Call upon Christ, Sananda, Mother Mary, Saint Germain, Kuthumi, Buddha, Mohammed, Zoroaster, Isis, Mary Magdalene, Qwan Yin –call upon any of us you seem to feel drawn to in the moment and we will be there.
Practice working with us. In the future we will walk with you again. In the present we can all talk with you, as you and the children of Light blast your way into your new future.
The future is now—this very present moment where you find yourself reading these words. Do not project out wondering when things will happen; rest assured knowing they are happening now.
See the world events unfolding as more of the truth is revealed to humanity. This is part of the awakening process. Heal and reveal—reveal and heal. The truth takes its irrefutable place in the pathway of ascension. The truth of who you are and who we are comprise only a part of it. Your true history on the planet, your ability to heal yourselves, the power of love and Light, the beauty of God and all of life are a part too. Look at everything and everyone as a teacher. Stay in your integrity with your self. Your soul wants peace and enlightenment returned to it. Do what you need to instill this peace every day in your life.
You are blossoming like the spring flowers on a bright sunny day. Hold your heads high as you soak up the Light and spread this Light to all of life around you. Feel yourself returning to your divine state of perfection, as you were when your soul was first created. Know every day is new and revealing. Look for the depth in everything and the truth within as you continue to muscle up the strength to usher in this new age of God.
Be gentle with yourselves. Lighten up on yourselves. Free yourselves from the burdens of the past, the victim consciousness. See everything as a learning experience to get you to this now moment of life being created anew.
In creation all is a process. Know you are in the process of ascension. There are many pathways to this ascension. The one that is most satisfying is the one when you can embrace fully the God of your own being and merge back together in the oneness of Prime Creator in your heart. This is going back home. This is ascension for when you are finally able to meet together again in the oneness of your heart you will be in such a state of rapture and joy there will be no place else go—you will be in the Higher dimensions forever.
We bless you on your journey. We send you love and peace. We encourage you to call upon us. Talk to your Heavenly Father, Heavenly Mother. Come clean unto to the Light of who you are for you are going home.
In loving service I am Djwal Kuhl.
Well, my sweet friends of the Light, I hope this update has given you a boost. We are most blessed to have our connection and to be able to share straight from the heart. We are here to do this great job of our Lightwork together.
Blessings, love and loads of Light,
Valerie Donner
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